I realized, the only person I always bitch about on twitter, probably doesn’t deserve that much of it. I mean, yes sometimes she drives me crazy and I’m just like ARGH LET ME STRANGLE YOU. But I guess sometimes I’m in no position to look down on the work she produces cos I only look at the designs, grammar and formatting… shit like that which I can sometimes be “ocd” about. Cos maybe she really may not be that good at some things, and yes maybe I am better at those few things, but that’s only slightly too, and I’m definitely not the best in the world either. I’m not even close. And I don’t give her enough credit for the rest of the work she does, in other aspects like content and information wise. Sometimes I tweet that she should just stop trying, or she tries too hard, but then I think I’m wrong, cos I’m not giving her credit for the effort that she puts in. God knows, maybe she just spent all her time working on it, and it wouldn’t be very fair of me to tell her it’s horrible. I mean, she has told me my work wasn’t good enough after I slaved over it, so yes I know it feels horrible, annoying and infuriated to be told that. So yes I must remind myself to put myself in her shoes more next time. Plus I have to admit she’s really better than me at research and pulling out information and actually retaining it in her mind. She’s definitely better at all this science-y things, and coming up with things like this. Sometimes, I’m quite sure she puts in more effort than me, cos she’s more dedicated to this, and I’ve already given up. I ought to give her a card about this on the very last day we have to work together. Maybe she deserves it, after the few times I’ve taken her for granted. She needs to know that I’m sorry and that she’s better than me. Sheesh I do too many bad things in life that I need to apologize for, and there are too many people in my life I have to thank before it’s too late.